Trying to be apathetic

My mother and brother are off to the States tomorrow and I am to be stuck with my sister, my father and my semi-muddled life on the verge of becoming completely submerged in drama. Terrible.

How's that for a great sembreak? Haaaayy misery!!! I envy my mother's freedom from her husband's wrath. For 2 weeks, that is. But still! 2 weeks is freedom long enough! *envious stare*

How the heck am I to survive this sembreak unscathed? Save me from this half life, please? Kthanks.

Gusto ko lumabas ulit kasama mga kaibigan ko. Hindi na overnight. Overoverovernight na. Kahit na Super Collapse lang ng Super Collapse masaya na ko. Super Collapse II, ice cream at mga kaibigan na nakikinig. Awww. ♥

Yes, TRYING to be apathetic and oblivious. Synonyms are used not for redundancy but for emphasis. So what.

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagined
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
I'll tear us apart
Can I be your enemy
Losing half a year
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything
So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
Tearin' out my heart
I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings disappear
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same
This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?
-Memory, Sugarcult

PUTANGINA AYOKO NANG UMIYAK PUTANGINAAAAAAAAAA.