Maybe there's nothing more to say

And in a funny way I'm calm

Because the power is not mine

I'm just gonna let it fly.

=)

CONFUSION IS NOTHING NEW

Last night, my mother decided to have her fits. So, I got pulled out of Rissa's house early again. Whenever Circle has a get together at Rissa's house, I end up getting fetched earlier than expected because of some unexplainable reason/s.

I missed my Circle. =) Lovelovelove <3 Si Nina....talk of the night. Wahaha. My partner's so in looooove. <3 Nadine is,too. Maygad. Love is in the air. <3

On the other hand....

Right now, I am extremely pissed and irritated. Stay away from me. I stayed in my room from 10 pm last night til around 2pm this afternoon. And I only went out after my dad talked to me and after an unwanted realization-- I was hungry. Anyway, I am not talking to her anytime soon.

Ito na yung girlmates. Ang maka-gets, cool. Hi perfects. Miss you bois. =p

You.....suck. And you know what's worse? You suck BIG time.

Isang ligayang walang hanggan

The title's telenovela-ish.

A loser-ish Saturday night. You know why? Because…basta. Waha. Gets mo love? Kakaiba boi! Yuck, ang sama ba ng loob ko. Haha. Gets mo na talaga love no? Hahaha.

We got our grades yesterday. Love it. =) Haha. Allow me a moment of gratification. Yeaboi. Soulmate lovin. <3 href="http://veekuh.multiply.com">pictures of ourselves because we were socially incapacitated. In other words, we're anti social. Haha.

Shet. Ganito na ba pag sa MC nag-aaral? Loseeeeeeeeeer! Gad. Haha affected. I’m so bitter I’m starting to find it hilarious since there’s nothing to feel bad about. Ngeh. Well, maybe there’s some lame and shallow reason to be bitter. But I shouldn’t dwell into that, should I? Great.

That’s it. Bye, world. Hello, night life….with the pc and tv. Cool kid. Cool kid, indeed.

My recommendation form's with Sister Edith.

And I'm going to school at 7 in the morning just because.

Then, I'm getting my grades.

Most likely, I'd be done by 10 at the most. (or not...perfects?)

She told me she'd text me tomorrow.

BUT.

Why do I have a feeling I'm going to have to go back to school to get the freaking recommendation form?

Goodness.

She just has to check some stuff and write a few (positive) lines and *poof* she'd be done.

But no.

I want(need) to understand nuns.

In the still of the night

It’s Barry Manilow week on A.I.!! <3

I bought a dress and a gift today. Love it, love it, love it. <3 On the other hand, I still feel bad because someone’s not coming because of a play. Wadapak! Panget, panget, pangeeeeeeeet.

Tomorrow’s going to be bum-out day. Considering the fact that I was walking around the mall and raiding stores, tomorrow will be a day to compensate for the lack of rest. Uish. I’m so giddy.

Friday:
1. Grades (I’m not looking forward to getting them. Damn you, CAD!!)
2. Lunch with Circle (finally!!)
3. Leica’s debut

Masama parin loob ko sayo. Nonetheless, I love you, Barry Manilow. HAHA

But it’s not so bad, you’re just the best I ever had.

A year ago, the priest came late for the mass and I(we) graduated from high school!! Oh, the sweet feeling of gratification. I miss high school. 4-8. Ballet. Ack.

ANYWAY!

I almost went crazy. Thank you, Peste. Now I know that when we talk about other people, we ought to mention their whole names. Haha. =))

Can't wait for Friday. But wait, I'm stuck with 3 huge dilemmas for that day itself. Ack. Can't take it.

Nonetheless, FRIDAY. Wee! Magtaguan tayo sa debut ni Leica, perfects. =p

Nothing to wear. No gift. Good job, good job.

I'm daing.

Last night was so...........ack. I can't even describe it. Weird.

Gad. Gising, kain, kanta, tulog, gising, kain, kanta, tulog.

The life of a bum. Take it from me. It's no laughing matter (especially when everyone else is going crazy finishing requirements for school).

I need something to doooooooooo!! Pump it uuuuup!!! Haha. LABO.

IMY<3

Right here

Yesterday, we ate lunch at Shakey's, walked around Gateway, played hide and seek along Katipunan, feasted on the buffet in school (we passed by earlier and thought we were only having OTAP =)), so we left for Gateway) and I got stuck in Mcdo waiting for mother hen to fetch me.

And pigged out with the clan, again.

Thanks: Perfects, Kit, Pau, Dino (life saver!!) =)

One week. Haven't you noticed? Tss.

Currently feeling: pissed (oh how i miss tabulas ha ha)

Everything

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby,
and you've never met anyone as as, negative as i am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen and you've never met anyone
Who is as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

I blame everyone else & not my own partaking
My passive aggressive-ness can be devastating
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

What I resist persists and speaks louder than i know
What i resist you love no matter how low or high I go

And you're still here...

Other things:
1. I watched Centerstage(for the nth time) and realized that graduating from ballet isn't enough. If I want my own school, I have to train professionally. Uish. Wala lang. Realization at pangarap. HAHA.
2. I love UDD's Pag-Agos video. Too bad wala silang utang na loob. Joke. Wahaha.

Fools rush in

All you need is Nanny McPhee...

I think I'm on to something..

No, make that nothing.

Hello summer!

The moment each of us stepped into the kubo at 7 in the morning, we each uttered so much words I lost track of everything I was hearing that I just laughed really loud and so did everyone else. Tapos, dumada ulit kami. Haha. Talkative people. Haylavet! <3

Ed Tech was sheer pressure. Ayoko na talaga pag-usapan. But to sum it all up:

curriculum wheel + grading system + powerpoint presentation = PRESSURE (as in windang)

Oh well. Chiggy's was fun. Nakain din namin ni Chezka (sa wakas!) ang inasal na pinagkait sa amin ng aming mga bulsa. And after 5 hours of waiting, English made my head and hand ache. Imagine that.

Drainiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnggggggg!!

But alas! Summer's here! =) Unfortunately, I'm not really hyped up. Hay life. So.......dull and..........annoying and.......unfair.

I feel so.....depressed. Ack. But thanks Love. and Bru. and Bubs. and Gla. and Kaka. and Sj. and everyone else. <3

I'm gonna see the perfects tomorrow after

5 days far, far away from them. =)

Ok, exag. Haha. But 5 days? Too loooooooooooooooooooooong!

And tomorrow's our last day. Fancy that! =))

I'm trying to get by with never really knowing at all..

Ho humm

PERPLEXED.

5:30 everyday amp. We'll see, we'll see, we'll see.

I really, really need a car.

FAR from happening. =)

It's gonna be ok =)

Bubs and I were ranting through text and realized we were both watching The Brooke Ellison story and we were both crying our hearts out. Haha. Love you, Bubs. <3

I cried because it reminded me so much of my sister. No, she wasn't a quadruplegic, but she needed us as much and so I miss her. =( I also cried because the story was really moving. Zooper. Zooperly zooper. Watch it, watch it, watch it!

Anyway, Brooke became a quadruplegic after she was hit by a car when she was 11. Other people did everything for her because, technically, all she could move was her mouth and eyeballs(really). Despite all this, she went to school ,excelled and got to Harvard. But wait, there's more! She graduated summa cum laude and went to graduate school and is still alive. All this, with the help of her mom, her hope and her determination to carry on. Amazing. (with hand signs)

13 things I learned from the movie:
1. Nothing can stop you from doing what you really love doing.
2. Nothing and no one can stop you from reaching a goal you've always wanted to reach.
3. Miracles happen.
4. Study hard to compensate for all the dozens of problems you're going through.
5. If you think what you're going through is shitty enough, imagine yourself going through it in a wheelchair, perfectly incapable of doing anything else aside from talking.
6. You can make a difference. Strive to be the best.
7. Dream big. You don't need money to do so anyway.
8. There's nothing wrong with hoping. It's what keeps us hanging on.
9. You always have a choice. Make the right one.
10. Never give up.
11. Never take unconditional love for granted.
12. Strive to be happy. -->ooh, Desidarata!
13. God is good.

So, dear friends, my message is simple.

Live life because there's definitely nothing stopping you from doing so. It's a journey well worth taking with the people you love.

And like I always say, all will be well. =)

I am so summer. Summer means contemplation and nostalgia. It has begun! Haha.

PANTS!

Sir: Girls, please check if your final exam has 13 pages.
Lye: Sir, are you drugged?!

Just when I thought my grades were doing fine, CAD just had to pull everything down. Therefore, Nikki and I thought of a modus operandi. We had plan A and plan B.

Plan A: Kidnap all the kids from LEAP and make Sir Reloza beg to have them back. #1 on the list is Frankie, para maloka si Ate Shawi at Kiko.
Plan B: Steal Sir Reloza's class record and change our grades to 4, not 5--baka mahalata.=p

Either way, we expect better grades. Haha. Punyemaaaaaaaaaaaaas!! Depressing. Utterly depressing, indeed. Maybe he is drugged.

We played PANTS today. We played a whole game during Socio to ease our disappointment from CAD and when we were at SBC..to..amuse ourselves. Haha.

Letter: K
Ready ka na ba sa: Knorrway. --seasoning na country, guys. HAHA.

5 days without school. Aaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! =)

Nasobrahan yata ako sa talaba at tahong. Good luck, dear stomach!

Happy Birthday, Yuya! =) --my lovely lola.

Happy Birthday, Leica! =) --somewhere down the road. =p

I've missed so many PBB and CSI episodes. Haaay.

MAGWAWALA AKO SA KATIPUNAN SA MARCH 14.

Just you wait and see.
Summer awaits.
Summer, patience is a virtue.


Riiiiiight. Konting sakit ng ulo nalang, CHAAAAAAAAAAAAARGE (to summer) na.

Excited na me. Haha.

GREAT

To avoid an unorganized entry, this'll be numbered. Haha.

1. Sj's birthday



My birthday wish for you: Sana tumaba ka na para matupad na ang pangarap nating makapag-shopping sa Divi together. =) I'll make up for yesterday and give you a gift. The past days have been hectic and...basta! You know what I mean...RIGHT? Haha. Sorry for the mood swings. PMS is horrible. LYLYLYLY!

2. Dance Kinetics

WE WON! WE WON! WE WON!

Aylaveeeet! Congrats congrats congrats. =) I love you PE Section 2. Wee!

Party, party, party!

3. Peter Pan

My stage managerial skills were quite great, actually. Haha. Although it was tiring and stressful to run around backstage in a headset, which I FINALLY got to put on after years of admiring it as a dancer(haha), I enjoyed every minute of it. Maybe if I don't get to dance next year, I could be SM again. Wahaha. I already miss saying "Honey/Sweetie, you're not supposed to do that" or "Girls, keep quiet" or "Kuya, paki revolve po yung set sa ____" It's the life--bossing people around. JOKE.

MB, you did great. Congrats!! Ang galing galing galing niyo. I'm so proud of you. I love you people. =)

And the new MB shirt has 10 things Ms. Liza would say. HAHA.

I wanna dance. I wanna dance. I wanna dance. Aaaaaaaack! The frustration is frustrating. Ehk. Stupid weak left foot.

And for today:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RALPH CACHUELA!! (Haha, parang mababasa)

My speech is tomorrow and I haven't memorized anything. Palakpak.

Nasty

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just when I thought my list of problems was about to get a bit (as in a tiny spec) shorter,

Stage manager pa pala sa recital ng ballet ako sa Sabado. PE department, WHY?!?!

GREAT. Everyone say 'aah' with me.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To my schoolwork

You drive me crazy. I just can't sleep.

Baby, thinking of you keeps me up all night.

2 more hell weeks and 2 more hell days to go.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh(yoko naaaaaaaaaa)!!!!!!!!!

I asked for a sign and you just proved me wrong. =) Ash Wednesday's pretty good. I saw the sign! Haha.

Newsflash: March na. Mygoshwhatsinstoreformenextsem? Weh.