Christmas Break Entry#6

I spent the whole day sleeping so I'm guessing I'd be having a hard time sleeping later. Oh well.

A year-ender entry....entry....

I'm lazy. Maybe later. =)

We ate Media Noche at 10pm. YUM.

Christmas Break Entry#5.1

I was scanning(one of)my old blogS, and I found this:


NENE ampu.

and this:

Wurd uuuup??

Pa-cute si gago. Nene na nga, pacute pa. Nyaha. I'm vain. My dad getting the digicam was bad news. Now he scolds me for having my face popping out in every picture. Haha. =)

Christmas Break Entry#5

Let's go straight to events.

Tuesday- Eastwood Day with Nina, Nadine and Eric. We originally planned to go to Tiendesitas but since it was raining damn hard and parking was no where to be found, we decided to go to Eastwood instead. Had we continued on to Tiendesitas, I would have run out of Christmas money. =) It was fun eating dinner, shopping, walking and drinking coffee. Next time, next time, next time ulit. =)

Wednesday- Pyro Olympics Day. Traffic was terrible. Imagine 6 lanes of traffic, both sides, full of parked cars. Well, it was supposed to be moving traffic but I guess everyone got fed up and stopped there. We didn't even get in for crying out loud! Fucker. Oh well. We saw the fireworks, though.

Thursday- Another Pyro Olympics Day. Sj came and we left really early because we were scared of being stuck in traffic again. Hehe. We got there, parked, got in, found Dang with Japoy, and waited for fireworks which were beautiful, by the way. My swollen and aching left foot accompanied by my aching head just made it harder to appreciate the 2nd batch. I got to watch UDD(Up Dharma Down) perform!! It's been over a year since I last saw them (Abandon). Wee! Then ONL came next and they played their old songs so the stick and I were really happy because we knew those songs better. Then we went home. On the way home, Sj and I passed a different way so we got stuck in traffic, mistakingly got to China Town, found the right way and got home.

From the time I got home til now, yes now, I am utterly disappointed at someone. You shouldn't have done that. Making me look and feel stupid because you got scared to tell me just made it worse. I won't expound on this since I don't know how, so I will just say: Thank you for last night. I had fun. I guess it was just a bad idea to keep it from me. Nasira kasi yung gabi e. Instead of ending it with a smile, I was mad. But I had fun. Thank you. Alam mo rin naman na dili ko man kaya magalit ng matagal sa imo. =)

Now, my parents are out partying in Embassy while we're stuck at home. Woopee. HW time. Punyeta talaga ang rami.

Who has a copy of Pay it Forward?? Baka pag-initan ako ni Sis(ter Edith) pag di ko pinanood. Rar.

And Sunday will be the OC Season 3 day at Valle. Yeahboi! =)

Set aside the CBE's first

It sucks to be wide awake and bored doing homework the night after Christmas.

Things to do:
* Ed Tech HWs
* Humanities Activity
* English Recording (Fucker. I don't have a recorder.)
* Watch Pay it Forward for Theo
* Another CAD paper
* Review for Prelims (?!)
* Review for *toot* (whuuuut?!)
* Get a life
* etc.

Nothing else compares. You are, home where I wanted to go.

Whuuuuuut?


What if there was no line
Nothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason, or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

What if I got it wrong
And no poem or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong

What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life

Oooooooh that's right
Let's take a breath, jump over the side
Oooooooh that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try
Oooooooh that's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take

-What If, Coldplay

Better. =)

Let's take a breath, jump over the side. You know the darkness turns into light. How can you know if you don't even try?

Christmas Break Entry#4

I still don't feel Christmas. Aside from the cool air and gifts, it's all.......blah. Pigging out, watching Love Actually and doing tons of HW compensates for all the crap, though.

It seems as if every year, I get less gifts and less money. I'm getting older and the time will come, but I sincerely hope it doesn't, when I won't be getting anything because I'd be the one spending for gifts. I was never one to give gifts to everyone in my friends list because I never had the money to do so. It was always just close friends, barkadas, and family. It's the 26th and I still haven't bought anything for anyone. My money is being spent on tons of food. Yes, food. I need to weigh up. I NEED FAT!! I don't think my being skin and bones is helping me anymore. It's destroying my dignity. All I hear is "Ang payat moooo.."--also in English: "You're so thiiiiiin.." I am hurt. Haha kidding. It really is ok. It makes me want to gain weight. Nyaha.

Thank you Manliclics for coming by Saturday night. You're all so ishwit. =) Thank you, Sandino, for the very funny and sweet gifts. Funny talaga. Hindi ko na ilalagay kung ano. Yorshoishwit. Haha. THANK YOU. =)

Christmas day was spent at the Pua's house watching some Season 3 episodes of The OC, pigging out, going to Eastwood to watch Enteng Kabisote (whuuuuuut), eating dinner at Jack's Loft, drinking and bumming out back in Acro. I wonder what we're to do on New Year. Ho hum.

Belated Merry Christmas. Time for more HW.

Christmas Break Entry#3

I spent the last few days before Christmas with people I love.

Thursday: Sj
The bloke, the ass, the thin, pathetic person who made me cry. And yes I know you'd be reading this. Thank you for spending a whole day, technically, with me and trying. Gets mo na yun. Thank you for King Kong, for Gesu (parang binigay sakin), for puto bumbong, for driving, for spending (wahaha) and for being with me and singing Silent Night with an accent. Your version will forever be stuck in my head. ILY. =)

Friday: my 6 year old Barkada
Back in grade 6, not all of us were in the same barkada and not all of us mixed with each other well. It's great how 7 people could still be able to have this strong friendship and not grow apart from each other. Eastwood was great. Sorry, kailangan ko lang magkwento. Haha. We(Vicka, Camie, Dang, Melai) got to Eastwood and got seats at Something Fishy. We sat outside. After ordering, the rest came (Hayde, Issa, Ruja) and we started eating. We were about to finish our food when the waiter told us to eat quick because it was almost time for the fireworks and the ash might get to our food. Well what do you know. A few minutes later, there were fireworks directly above us and when we got back from running away from the table, our food was ash-y. Oh well. We paid, ate dessert at Jack's Loft, drank coffee at SBC, followed up on each other's lives and went home. Tons of thanks to Ruja for bringing Camie and I home. We slept at 3am and woke up at 7am. Wee. Anyway, I had a wonderful wonderful time and I'm looking forward to the next night out. I love these people. *huuuuugs*

Saturday: Milla Family
Christmas wouldn't be Christmas without a traditional family gathering. The only sad difference is this year, we won't be spending Noche Buena together. Sad. Anyway, we got to Bulacan, pigged out (as always), took pictures, opened presents and talked. Although I was always my grandparents' youngest daughter, seeing that I'm the oldest apo and the only teenager, I felt pretty sad that we had to go home this afternoon. Christmas at home. Pfft. But anyway, it was fun. And maybe Christmas with 4 other people could work out. (But honestly, I doubt it.)

TBS, I miss youuuu. We need to meet up soon soon soon. =)

Thank you, guys. You made my first week of Christmas Break worthwhile. =)

Now I'm all emo and I-don't-know-what. Maybe I could stay online until 8pm, attend mass and go online again when I get home and saty online until there's no one left online in YM. Cool.

Or maybe someone could try replying or going online. Rrrr.

Merry Christmas.

Christmas Break Entry #2

I went online at around 8:27 pm and there wasn't a single guy online. Uncool people talaga. They drink just because it's their last day. HAHA. Bitter.

Yesterday was MB's Christmas party at Ms. Liza's house in Antipolo. We played some game wherein we were supposed to make prom dresses out of newspapers and here are our products:


MODELS (L-R) : Sophie, Clara, Leina, Lizzie, Leslie

We had so much fun laughing and getting prizes and stuff like that. Somehow, I also feel sad that I'm not so much part of the whole group anymore. They have their own moments now. When they were giving gifts to each other, I was sort of hoping someone was going to hand me something but well, dream on Vicka. But it's ok. I understand. I'M OLD. I had fun, nonetheless. I missed hyper moments like that. I miss dancing SO MUCH. Damn left foot. Damn youuuu. Maybe when my foot gets better, and I sincerely pray that it does, I could do whatever absurd movement I could think of. If only my foot would cooperate.


Someone: Pang telenovela na pose!
Ms. Liza: Parang mafia ganun?
Someone: Sige!!

We look like really serious ballerinas, don't we?

Right now, I'm completely pissed at my mom. Of all the people, my mom. She just shouldn't be saying that in front of her kids. Ako siguro, ok lang. Yung dalawang bata, they need a decent life. Goodness.

Everyone's out drinking. Circle's drinking, some Nboys are drinking and I'm guessing most people not online right now are drinking too. I want a shot. FRIDAY. =)

Maybe doing HW would help. Or maybe I could stay emo all night. Tama, Nic? Oh sheesh.Cool people.

And also courtesy of Nicole:

I got a new life, you would hardly recognize me. I'm so glad, how can a person like me care for you? Why do I bother when you're not the one for me? Is enough, enough? Under the pale moon for so many years, I've wondered who you are, how could a person like you bring me joy? Under the pale moon where I see a lot of stars, is enough, enough?

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes I saw the sign. Life is demanding without understanding. I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes I saw the sign. No one's gonna drag you up to get into the light where you belong, but where do you belong?

Such sad lyrics for such a cheery tune.

Nakakainis. Di ako makapagpaalam.

Christmas Break Entry#1.1

Found this somewhere:



That's the one!! Aww man.

Christmas Break Entry#1

I woke up from my siesta and my grandparents were already here. They're going to Wowo's Golden Jubilee thing and their food costs P3000 each. Anong klaseng pagkain yan?! GINTO?! Oh well. We had pizza delivered and I felt as if I haven't eaten pizza in such a long time. And as a plus, I got to keep the change. Haha.

Helping my grandparents change for the party made me feel like some mom helping her kids prepare for prom night. I was helping Yuya with her dress and and her bag then I helped Wowo with his suspenders. Haha. Ang cute. And I was in my house clothes a.k.a. basahan. =) My cousin's staying here while waiting for them so this means my brother'll, who still has classes tomorrow (sadista yata ang Ateneo GS), be sleeping late tonight so, goodluck to him. I can't wait for the 24th. We're going to Bulacan fro Christmas Eve. Yey. Giant family bonding. =)

~*~*~*~

Yesterday, Clara texted me about MB's Christmas party at Mama L's house. I'm going!! I miss hanging out with them so much. I sure hope Ms. Liza doesn't have dogs in her house or else...patay.

Wednesday's Circle's Christmas party at Rissa's place. To go or not to go...

Thursday, as promised, will be spent with someone.

Friday, hopefully, my barkada agrees on having lunch or dinner together. I'm texting them now. Fingers crossed. =)

~*~*~*~

I've tried a number of times to fix things between us but still, I end up getting hurt or lied to. Shallow? Maybe. But I won't let that be reason enough to stop feeling. I won't become a hypocrite and say everything's alright now because it isn't. But since it's Christmas, I'm sorry. Maybe in time we'd be able to talk and hang out like we did before. It's a shame to see friendship gone to waste on a petty fight we can't even talk about in person. Backstabbing won't fix anything. I keep everything in memories.

So, MERRY CHRISTMAS to the Gina's out there. Peace be with you.

I forgive, but I don't forget.

Private Vicka

I can be a detective.

I have this uncanny ability to be able to find people, out of boredom, I must say, and eventually, if all systems permit, find out as much as I could about him/her. Sorta like Nancy Drew, without the scary, mysterious elements.

So, maybe, I could be a stalker.

But sometimes, I have this very common epiphany. It just pops into my mind everytime.

WHAT IF?

And the list, and of course my ever paranoid mind, goes on and on and on and on and...on....

I'm riding the highs, I'm diggin' the lows, cause at least I feel alive.

I wrote a really good and long entry yesterday but then my trusty ex came just in time to make me close the window out of fear that he might read it. PANGET.

Yesterday, CAD class was hyper and Sir Gwapo held my head/forehead and I was trying to keep myself from melting. Aaaaah!! KILIG.=) Breaktime was spent eating chocolate from the chocolate fountain and bananas. Franche and I have a video on Cheenee's phone. Haha cool. Then during Socio class, Gomburza(Vicka,Chez,Cheenee) was very generous and we were eating the MEMENEMS(M&M's) Sir Raul gave us during the quiz. Then we took pictures and he gave the rest of the period off. Ed Tech make-up class with PF(bad bad bad haha) and then we were off to UP for isaw!!--at 1pm.

Isaw people: Vicka, Nikki, Chezka, Chrissy

We got there early so we ate fishballs, rode the IKOT (just to burn time) but the driver was already looking at us because we were the only ones left inside the jeep so we went down and walked from the NISMED side, through the AS side, all the way to the orange isaw place. I think puro kalyo na kami. After eating isaw, we decided to go home because I saw a dog....and Ma. Francesca Adriano Sanchez.....made a scene. HAHA.

Moral of the story: WAG GAGALAW PAG MAY ASONG DUMAAN SAYO. MABABAIT DIN NAMAN KASI ANG MGA ASO SA UP. =)

Thanks, guys! I love you. <3 Theeeeeeeeen, last night was...let's just say we needed talks like that when we were, well, we. Thank You. =) I won't go emo on you right here. Baka maiyak ka. Wahaha.

What a day. I was happy. =)

I had my foot x-rayed this morning. NO FRACTURE!! I won't be wearing a cast over Christmas!! Hooraaay!! Medication: Ponstan for 3 days. OH YEAAAAAH!!

Let's go on with Vanessa Carlton:

Why can't you hold me and never let go?
When you touch me, it is me that you own(want)?
Pretty baby, oh the place that you hold in my heart
Would you break it apart again?

Ok bye.

I think TBBB(The Brady Bunch Brunettes) is conyo. HAHA. It may most probably sound annoying to others, but to us, it's all good. Why? Because we're just doing it for fun. Really. Haha. Eating, laughing and singing all at once seems like something I'd like to do every week. So much fun. =)

Since our printer is an Epson Stylus lowtech version, it is taking forever to print my CAD paper. What a rush.

Tomorrow's our last day of classes and I don't care. I won't be enjoying the break/vacation anyway. Stupid fucking problems.

It's done! I won't even try reading it. I'm afraid of seeing something that needs to be corrected, thus forcing me to reprint the whole paper again which would, in turn, waste our ink. POVERTY.

I'm think my foot's injured. It's been over a week and it still hurts. I still want to dance!! I have to have my foot checked. Have to, have to, have to!

Let's sing to Vanessa Carlton:

He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand
And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
For I felt what I had not felt before
You'd swear those words could heal.
And as I looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows mine.
And to know he's no stranger,
For I feel I've held him for all of time.

EMO EMO EMO!

ADHD, you drive me crazy.

I have a lot of things to blog about but I can't remember all. Oh well.

We love Ate Aiza. After her talk, I realized that I really want to teach. Really. As in, PRACTICUM NOW NA. Joke. But I really want to. Why? Because I want to feel fulfilled. I want the kids to make me happy. I want to teach kids because kids are more eager to learn and what they're learning is far more amusing than Physics and Chemistry. Wait, obvious bang ayoko magturo ng high school? Ayaw ko. As of now, that is.

I feel super emo today. Maybe it's because of all the gossip and mangoes and bagoong and chocolate from the chocolate fountain combined. =)

Wait, I found a new GINA. To those who don't know what Gina means or who the original one is, sorry ka nalang. Ngeh. We discovered a new Gina today. She's a b-i-t-c-h. BITCH talaga. Nothing more, nothing less.

I miss Eilene. I think MB needs a reunion. Old people, reunite! HAHA.

It takes a bitch to know a bitch(ibang bitches naman to). Right Carmela? RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT.

Wag mo sabihing BOBO! Sabihin mo B-O-B-O! Pag tinanong sayo 'Teacher, what's B-O-B-O?' Sagot mo, "Write it down!" -Ate AP (Aiza Pascual haha)

Sana hindi kami BORLOG sa talk bukas. Haha. Amazing thoughts.

Back to the CAD paper. Crap.

Shit and Ice Cream

2 papers down, 2 to go-oh-oh-oh!!

And I found out that one of the two left will be passed next year pa. HAHA.

Last night ended pretty bad and seeing that today was, indeed, a very bad day, I now have a terrible migraine. So to those having a bad day, sing a song and do homework. And it'll just take an analogy between shit and ice cream to make you feel better. =)

When you're life's full of shit, find ice cream--it's all around. Thank you. Although my version sounds much better than yours, it made me smile just because of your uncanny I'm-a-writer attempt. =)

CDE week. Woopee.

Who's willing to adopt me? Seriously. I'm all yours.

Do not overdo it.

Say little things.

Little things matter.

A LOT.

Love zucks. Haha. =)

On the other hand, while doing my CAD paper, I read something which made me think real hard:

Hyperactive/Impulsive ADHD: Children with Hyperactive/Impulsive ADHD display a number of symptoms which include:
Inability to sit still (check)
Seemingly boundless energy-always moving (check)
Fidgety and restless when trying to sit still (check)
Talk excessively (check)

OH NO 4/4. I think I have ADHD. Nikki has it too. Seriously. Haha. =)

Lists

Yesterday:

-watched Love Actually (again)
-got fetched
-returned Dang's gown and shoes
-went to Mcdo
-ate
-rode the jeep to balara (and sat beside JOSH. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kilig.=) )
-outreach (so much fun =) Good job, Sec1..and 2.)
-went to BS
-heard mass
-came home and discovered the word-filled notebook. Thank You.
-hid from the carol(l)ers
-watched The Big Night (na nakakainis. Ang HABA.)
-slept

Today:

-woke up
-went to Mcdo
-walked along Katipunan
-ended up working in Starbucks
-did the documentation (the pink bus =) )
-rode the jeep (first time alone inside the jeep..as in the only one, aside from the driver)
-witnessed an accident (a taxi and a pick up oh yeah)
-got home
-ate
-went online
-typing this

4 papers:

-Theo Re: John Deadline: Tuesday
-CAD Re: ADHD Deadline: Friday
-CAD Re: Bunso Deadline: Wednesday/Friday
-Socio Re: Bunso Deadline: Wednesday?!

Holyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Bye.

Birthday Greeting: (for yesterday)

Happy Birthday, Jessica Pua!!!

Visit my Tabulas. Mahirap mag-upload dito. Haha. I heart you, cousin. Mwah. =)

World Peace!!

The CAD quiz was.....I'll decide what it is when I see my score. =)

Sir Gwapo sat beside me at the caf. Well, sort of. No one was between us. So technically, he was beside me. Haha. And he gave us P500 as sponsorship for the CAD play. Kilig. =) The Fantastic Four only had 2 classes today--CAD(at 730am) and Stat(at 12nn). We watched a documentary, Bunso, and it was good. Well, disappointing. I never thought juveniles in our country experience those. Tae. WORLD PEACE!!

Wait, PAOS AKO. The cold has gotten worse. Post-nasal drip sucks. Haha. I wonder how I'm gonna be talking during the outreach tomorrow.

I plan on starting with most of my CAD paper tonight because the weekend's full..yes, 'til Sunday. Good job. I can't believe I'm going through the weekend sick. Nyaha. Good old ballet days. The last time I did this was for some show. Coolness. It feels good to know I have something to do, though. And it feels good to know that we're, hopefully, going to be able to make those kids happy tomorrow.

Now, the paper. My mind's completely blank.

Oh, DIE BITCH DIE. Tama, Carmela? =) I'm so sweet. (Spare the title for this line) Damn hypocrisy, Vicka.

Handicapped

I feel mixed up. Why does everything have to be so complicated?

I don't feel well. My foot's doing better, although it's still swollen and still hurts a bit. I get frustrated everytime I try to point because it hurts. On the bright side, I can go down the stairs and not feel a thing! Big achievement!

Now, I'm getting a cold.

I woke up and my throat hurt. To add to that, I sneezed approximately 15 times the whole afternoon and I'm guessing the it'll persist all night long.

Friend, please make me feel comfortable around you again. It's sad that we have to act different around each other. =)

Ayoko mainis. Kaya naman, so long, farewell.

And there goes one more sneeze.

Vicka Siddayao: don't you wonder why we're always online?
Mich Ragudo: cause we're meant to find each other..

Kiliiiig. Haha.

Frenny, my PE teacher, found my toes cute. =) How the heck could she say that when I was wearing Chucks?! Haha.

I woke up this morning and read something annoying. So I'll skip that.

My dad did his usual traffic rambling on me.

Cheenee and I rode the trike to the foot bridge in Ateneo. Last step down the foot bridge.....wait, mas maganda pag tagalog e..Pagkaapak ko sa huling step pababa, natapilok ako PLUS napaupo ako sa sobrang lakas ng bagsak ko. Ang sakit na ng paa ko nun. That's wa-poise #1. Wa-poise#2, naglalakad kami ni Cheenee papuntang Mcdo, tumigil ako sa may Chiggy's dahil nahihilo ako at masakit ang paa ko. Finally, pagdating namin sa labas ng Mcdo, umupo ako sa ledge dahil wala na kong makita. Oh yes. Nothing. It was all black and Cheenee was fanning me so I wouldn't faint. Eventually, I did what Ana and Nikki taught me and I regained sanity.

I fell HARD.

So now, I do a funny kind of walk. I drag the left foot. I wonder how I'm going to commute home. Haha.

Thank You for bringing me home. Buti nalang may sakit ka rin. Magsama tayo. Although, paa lang yung masakit sakin. Nyaha.

And did I say we didn't attend the Fresh Day? Amazing. Wee.

Surprise surprise

Surprised?

Be careful how you act. Your actions could sometimes cause moody people, like me, to burst.

Just like now. It's amazing how PMS (as in pre menstrul sydrome) can do wonders to one's mood. One minute you're friendly, the other, well, you become a metaphor for The Hulk.

The other blog's still alive. I just changed the address.

Have fun. =)

I just thought of making a new one because Chezka and Cheenee made theirs. Wahaha.