NAIIRITA AKO.

The smallest things get me irritated--and that simple fact irritates me, as well.

F*ck PMS. I'd choose to pass this month's fury out but unfortunately, I can't.

So please, bear with my mood swings and my occassional bitchy-ness. PLEASE.

Ever The Same

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Call on me
I'll be there for you
And you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

I wish bad dreams stay as they are. No need to bring them to reality. No, thanks.

Good dreams, however, ought to become reality and take us places.

But the opposite always happens. Good becomes bad and bad becomes good. Either way, one compensates for the other.

LABO. Haha.

Friday, I'm in love <3

This will be about Friday because Friday was fun.=)

We burned time in Mcdo by talking about...the TUBERO. Gets? Then, we walked to Natio, then to Cello's. In Cello's we gave Cheenee her surprise donuts and wrote Kit a letter, which was, undoubtedly, the best and most touching letter ever. HAHA. After getting over so much laughing, we walked to TOSH to eat, talk and laugh. Then Kit and Sj came, so there was more laughter. Ang saya. Haha. But wait there's more! When we got to MC to watch the play, tumatawa pa rin kami the whole time. Haha.

Nikki, Chezka, Cheenee, Gla, Kaka, Kit and Sj: Thank you!! I heart you all. Belated Happy Birthay, Bubblewrap Cheenee!! You will forever be my Bubblewrap. Kees! =)

Now, about today.

We went to Arlington because one of our lolo's died. May his soul rest in peace.

I just realized how much our clan loves each other. We bond over food. Yes, even in the funeral home. 5 hours. HAHA.

My foot isn't any better. =(

You're everything I know that makes me believe I'm not alone..

No homework

After a quick 60 item quiz for Theo (60 items na short. Cool si Sis.), we had English class for about 30 minutes then he decided to let us go. Great ka ngayon, Sir Patacsil. At least I was home at around 4pm. Nyaha.

My agenda for tonight:
Neopets, Neopets, Neopets! Right, love? Wee! Haha. Walang patawad. Pati Ed Tech nag-Neopets. =))

Since I don't know what else to say, I will say this:

Sometimes it's true, forgiving you. It's hard to do, it's crystal clear, (and it is) and not something I can feel sure of. No sense of reason, you think it's true. Why did you have to believe them? No sense of reason, what do I have to do? There's no one else you're deceiving.

No homework. Oh-em-gee.

Prom night

2 years ago, it was our prom.

I was a prom princess.

And after getting my sash and rose,

I stepped on the balloons on the floor,

Walked to our table,

And realized that I broke my heel.

The others tried breaking the other heel...

To no avail.

What a memorable prom night.

Bow.
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Chicharon lang 'to...chicharHon...Haha!

Gusto ko ng chicharon

Nikki and Sj spared me the burden of watching brutal boxing as they texted me that Manny (uy close!) won. I was never a fan of boxing, but since everyone was watching it, I gave in. I just don't see why they have to hit each other until their faces got all swollen and they look MANAS. I don't even understand the game. Haha. But Manny (oh yeah close talaga!) did a great job. Palakpak!

Considering that I think I missed out on a great weekend, which I have no idea why, we have to be in school at 7am tomorrow for the Intrams which we are not part of. I haaaaaaaaate it. Hate hate hate. I'd rather sleep and bum around, thank you. I don't even know if we have homework. Procastinating again. Great.

I miss summer--late night and early morning conversations, pig out sessions, walks to another subdivision, bumming around, taking pictures, eating pancit canton, singing (with MagicSing), playing in yet another subdivision's playground, etc.

It sucks that those won't happen like they've happened a couple of summers before. We messed up. Now we're stuck, confused and scared. But maybe it's just me.

GREAT. Just great.

Pero gusto ko talaga ng chicharon.

I feel the need to blog something sensible but I'm too lazy to do so.

BSB was vandervool! It was funny how people sang old songs at the top of their lungs and just shut up and sat down when the band was singing songs from the new album. Nyaha. We loved their dancing. Love love love. BSB is love<3. Salamat Sandinooo.

Considering the fact that I slept at around 2 this morning, I managed to get myself to wake up at 6:30 in the morning because we had Kalatong practice, which, in all fairness, turned out to be quite productive. =)

Wait lang, sobrang malas ko nung Friday. 3 subjects=3 unfortunate events. One involving the Stat prelims. Punyeta. STUPID MISTAKE. And today? A boring afternoon and evening with In Her Shoes(which made me cry) and March of the Penguins. Thank God it was about penguins. If I hadn't been so in love with penguins, it would've been pretty boring. But it was informative, nonetheless. Penguins spend most of their time standing up in the cold. Poor creatures.

I need to maintain my QPI last sem to be able to switch schools. Crap. Sana buong Section 1 lumipat. Wala lang.

Phone. Good night. Nothing sensible here.

Nananananana (to the tune of where are you?)

It's the middle of the week and I've noticed that my food intake has decreased so much that today, I only ate an order of Sausage Mcmuffin, pancit canton and Skyflakes.

Ain't that grand? =)

Oh well. 2 days 2 days 2 days!

'Tas biglang supot pala. Bwaha! That'd be just great.

PE drove us crazy. Kalatong is crazy. Our class is crazy. I'm crazy. I'm so crazy that I've been in front of the computer the past hour and still, nothing's happening to my Humanities paper. Oh yeah! This week is my very own procastination week. Haha. This is mediocrity at its finest!

I have to get a life.

Relieved

This past week, I've been oblivious of everything that's been going on online and I feel good about it.=)

Today is Sunday and my pseudo hell week is over...not. Ed Tech prelims on Tuesday (because PF's...blah!) and Stats prelims on Friday. Midterms sounds better than prelims. Ed Tech and Stats MIDTERMS. Nyaha. Despite late night studying, I think I either flunked or am bound to get low grades in all my midterms. Oh well. What's done is done. I did my part and now, I look like a semi-zombie. Wee.

Aside from the Milla reunion this afternoon, which was pretty funny, by the way, NOTHING happened today. Yes? Yes. Gets? Gets. 5 hours of sleep, my goodness...

I feel so.........confused. One whole week of pure intellect can make you think really hard about everything. WHAT IF? Wala lang. Weirdo.

The moon was pretty last night. Lovely. =)

I'm semi-happy. No one can be completely happy. Semi-happy and very tired.

MALAPIT NA ANG BSB. Ah ah ah. Time to sing an annoying but bearable song.

The beat of my heart, the beat of my heart, the beat of my heart, the beat of my heart, it tears us apart. The beat of my heart, the beat of my heart, the beat of my heart...

Still alive

By Sunday,

MUKHA NA AKONG ZOMBIE.

Lord, help me. Time to study--on a Friday night. Really unfortunate, considering the fact that the week's been hell, I have huge eyebags, Sunday's coming and it's Friday the 13th(this explains the day's entirety). Cool.

Promotions:
Watch BELLE & FREDERIC(The Untold Story) on January 27 and 28, 6 pm at the Paz Adriano Hall, more commonly known as the Litel Cheter. It's Beauty and Beast with a twist. =) Come one, come all. Support CDE!!! Sa hindi alam kung ano yun, Child Dev't and Education--my course. Contact me for details. =)

And buy UDD's album, Fragmented.

What an entry. ROWL. (Hi Chez) Haha. Bye.

May album na ang UDD!!

I wasn't supposed to post anything after the last one until Sunday, but this is gooooooooooood...

Love iiiiiiiiit!! I'm happy for them. Very happy. Click on the image to make it bigger. Palakpak. =) I miss ABANDON.

Speaking of Abandon, Abandon 2 is coming soon. WATCH ABANDON 2!! Andun ako. Pati....sila. Yiiii. =))

Ok. Back to my pseudo nerd mode. Fuck Math. No, not Stats. Well, not yet. Fuck Math and Humanities. Punyemas ang haba niya.

You live, you learn.

Nostalgia is a bittersweet longing for things or events of the past. It's one of those feelings that makes you feel annoyed but at the same time, you feel pretty good about it. Weird, weird feeling. Sadly, when you're nostalgic about some failure in the past, you'd most probably not want to reminisce at all.

ACET results are out, friends. Wala lang. Yun lang. Congratulations to those who passed. I'm happy for you.=) But I'm still disappointed at myself. Bitter, still bitter. Oh well. Life must go on. =)

And so, this week will be spent studying for the Prelims and...that darned exam. Kung hell week lang dahil sa prelims, ok lang sana. Pero yung exam na yan........

I'm so scared of failure. But alas, failure isn't a tad bit scared of me. I now have a personalized and self-proclaimed hell week.

Hello, hell week. Let's get it on. =)

My 3rd first day of classes this SY

Today, I decided to worship the counter inside Moro(gym) in my uniform. Don't ask. My knees and my hands are proof to my insane attempt to come up with a new religion.

What a landing. Embarrassing. Red was the color of the moment.

On the brighter side, JANUARY 20 will be the day I get to watch the band who instilled in us different ways to get down and move in all around, told everybody to rock 'yer bodeh, and taught me what made me larger than life. =)

But first, January 15.

On the darker side, I tripped. Actually, I fell. Nakakahiya talaga. =))

Beached

Trust me, it's paradise.

This is where the hungry comes to feed
For mine is a generation that circles the globe
in search of something we haven't tried before
so never refuse an invitation
never resist the unfamiliar
never fail to be polite
and never outstay your welcome

just keep your mind open and
suck in the experience
and if it hurts, you know what... it's probably worth it.

you hope, and you dream
but you never believe that something is gonna happen to you
not like it does in the movies
and when it actually does
you expect it to feel different
more visceral
more real
I was waiting for it to hit me

I still believe in paradise
but now at least I know it's not some place you can look for
cause it's not where you go
it's how you feel for a moment in your life
and if you find that moment
It will last forever.

Christmas Break Entry#7 (edited)

This entry may be a day late, but what the heck.

2005's been one hell of a rollercoaster ride.

I started the year crapped up (oh look, January 2 ngayon.), getting into a relationship followed by failure in the ACET, which was, undoubtedly, my first depression the past year. High school graduation was one for the books because that meant getting into college. What I didn't expect, though, was being able to sing the Alma Mater song again. Oh heck. I won't make a recap of everything that happened this year.

All I know is, 2005's been sweet and fucked up at the same time and although I'm thankful for everything that happened the past year because it made me who I am now, I would sincerely appreciate it if most of it didn't happen again.

I'm very thankful to everyone who helped me and went through shit with me (oh yeah drama!) even though constant stupidity comes along and thus, makes me more stupid. The ride wouldn't have been worthwhile if it weren't for such wonderful people who continue to pull me up when I feel down and raise me higher when I feel like flying. I'd also like to thank all the GINAs and GINOs, for that matter, who made the bumps..bumpy. You, the sudden drops and loops, make the ride live up to its name. All together, we belong to the great circle of life. Yey. =)

2006, please be good to me.

Happy New Year, folks. =)