Sniff snaff snoof

Despite the fact that we're no longer studying in MC, I begin to wonder why the heck we still ended up helping out the OrCom.

1. I'm sick. Well, sick-er now.
2. I might as well rest.
3. I could've gone to the dentist, derma and to UP for my physical exam.
4. I turned down lunch with Tita Pili, Bianca and Jo.
5. Etc.

But then, after today, we figured that they do need us...somehow.

The registration table would be a mess without us. Haha kapal. =p

I rest my case. After tomorrow, it's goodbye school-for-the-past-13-years and hello public-school-without-a-P500-car-sticker-but-with-jeepneys-that-spell-to-and-fro. WHUT. Shet yan. Buuuuuuuuuuubs!! =(

I'm so sick and tired, literally. Dish pa bukas. Whatabout. Alcohol, anyone?

Another one of my futile efforts stories:
I've been drinking some cough medicine the past few days and drank a whole lot of vitamin C to prevent the cough from getting worse. The cough's pretty much gone, but....

I can't stop sneezing. Stupid, eh.

Speak no feeling

Boredom is amazing. It makes me talk some sense. It makes me think about stuff. It makes me terribly idle. It makes me stare at the monitor, online for hours. But best of all, it makes me realize that there's a wonderful thing called:

Adobe Photoshop.

And so, I played with a lot of pictures, playing with the colors, filters, brushes and whatnot, and this turned out to be my favorite:

The best yung get-up ko e. With matching walis.
So simple and dramatic yet so....funny.
Hahaha!

Lack of sleep

Last night, we put the alcohol aside and splurged on stories, food and......

PICTURES!!!


We gave up at 5am and woke up at 7:30. How cool is that? Can someone please say BANGAG. Hahaha.

I loved last night. My grade 6 barkada rocks. =) Sayang si Hayde at Ruja. Huhu.

We went to UP and I fixed stuff. Nakakapagod talaga eh. Oh well. This will be our life. Right love and bru? Yeah. Hehe. I missed you two today. Aww =( I finally got my admission slip! Clapclapclap. Sorry na. Huli kasi akong nakakuha saming tatlo. Kagulo ang AS eh.

Accomplishments so far:
1. fixing UP stuff
2. learning how to play poker
3. and pusoy dos
4. holding Tifi (the dog)

I won 3 poker games. Yeah yeah yeah!!

Forget bliss

You are an unessential and immature excuse for a father.

I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

BLISS

E·la·tion (n.)
A lifting up by success; exaltation; inriation with pride of prosperity. «Felt the elation of triumph.» Sir W. Scott.

Shit. I passed. I super duper love love love today! =) I can't think of words worthy enough to express my severe case of euphoria, but I'm really happy right now. Happy, gratified and thankful. Thank you, God. You're so greeeaaaaaaat. =) I guess Tasyo and his coconut tree turned out to be pretty helpful after all! Haha.

Goodbye uniform! Goodbye exclusive school! Goodbye blue and gold! Goodbye pseudo boys! Whuuuut.

Take that, Ateneo. =p

Pero shet. I'm so tired. Tinatamad ako maglakad ulit paikot ikot ng UP bukas. But well, it's all worth it. I'm so happy. =D But I'd be happier if only he'd shown a little support. A little lang naman. Damn you.

Shit. Mababa na tuition ko. Allowance raise!!

It's a beautiful day. The sky falls and you feel like it's a beautiful day. Don't let it get away. -U2

Come one, come all!

Alam kong masakit sa bulsa ang P300 pero......sige na. Pag pumunta kayo, prens poreber na uz! Hahaha.

Contact Sj for details. O kaya ako. Bahala na you. =p

Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

Last night was Madel's debut and I was completely underdressed. =D

The characters: Vicka, Nina, Sj, Carlo

1st stop: Drews (to try our luck on alcohol)
1. Walang upuan.
2. KJ lang talaga kami.

2nd stop: Eastwood
To do what? Eat Gonuts Donuts.

Lesson learned: May Cello's naman sa Katipunan. Sosy lang talaga kami.

Here's to the night. <3

My first R-18 movie is...

The Da Vinci Code

Hahaha. Well, it's not much of an R-18 movie except for the fact that Silas' scenes were quite morbid(and bold=p) and there was a bold Sauniere trying to become the Vetruvian Man. I found it quite confusing, actually. I felt cheated. I read the book in a few days and here comes the movie showing the events per chapter in seconds. What a waste of effort. I guess the book had too much detail in it to put into one movie. Haha.

Which brings us back to the unresolved issue of futile efforts, which I won't dwell into again.

The movie was ok. Ok as in....I didn't fall asleep. =D

I also watched Walk The Line this afternoon. I just love how movies ease the anguish of summer boredom. Only a few weeks left 'til school starts!

P.S. Paul Bettany is hot. =) Thank you Manliclics!

A little bit too ironic

Life is a hoax.

You want something terribly bad, you don't get it.
You don't want it at all, that's when you get it.

You try your best, but efforts are futile.
You give it the least of your efforts, results are worse.

You try to alleviate situations, you end up aggravating them.
You want to mess up, well, you get messed up worse than you expect.

You do something good, people misinterpret them.
You do something bad, well, you're bad.

It's just full of ironies. It's a paradox. It's sarcasm at its finest. It's life. These days, optimism can be a complete waste of time and effort. Like I said, futile efforts.

But like what Alanis clearly pointed out (which totally contricts my whole life-is-a-hoax statement),

You live, you learn.

And this is exactly why I like writing. I'm the only one with the right mind set to understand what my own shit really means. It's amazing how nothing inspires me.

In other news: The weekend was spent in Puerto Del Sol in Bolinao. And last night was spent in EK, yet again.

Just what I needed

2 hours, 3 essay questions.

Whenever I'm hungered(grammar?!), I often walk around with a transparent, yellow plastic bag containing coconuts.

Why didn't I think of that instead of making up some story about a boy named Tasyo who got attached to a coconut tree?!

Anyway, EK was fun.

1.We got soaked in the Rio Grande Rapids.
2.Abbey and I rode the Space Shuttle with Sj, while Gabo, Nin(y)a, Armi and Karen watched us scream our lungs out because we actually thought we were going to die. Really.
3.Sj and I got similar(not identical) henna tatoos. He's jologs.
4.We spent P210 on a 9-minute go kart oppurtunity.
5. I earned myself multiple bumps on my back because of the tiring Swan Lake ride.
6. Etc.

I think we were last to leave the park. Waha. Last time I was there, I deemed it big. But little did I know that the place is... just small. Comes to show: I was really young the last time I was there--seven years old. Loser.

What a rush. I loved it. =)

You're so sweet it makes me cry.

Shut up

I really want to rant. Really, I do. I want to tell everyone what's on my mind and what I feel because right now, my whole being is declaring its own state of emergency.

But then I realized that though I have all the time in the world, right now, I badly need alcohol..better yet, something else more worthwhile to do.

Ulolputanginafuckshitholykalabawshetshetshetpunyetapunyemas.

Grabe may theme song na talaga ako para dito e. My shattered dreams and broken heart...

And I made these for myself: (black&white--because my life's too dull)



Ibang level.

Kenny Roger's

I bought new shoes today and I'm wearing them to Nikki's tomorrow. Wee. =)

Sj: Kelan ka ba last nag-EK?
Abbey: Ewan. Basta ang alam ko pumunta na ko dun twice. Yung una, tas yung hindi na una.

Punyemas. Sulit ang P145 ko sa Kenny. Hahaha.

P.S. Watch MI:3 and get an instant workout. Nakakapagod. But always remember, it was the rabbit's foot. Not the black rabbit. Right Regina? Right.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY FRANCESCA!! One year...single. Haha. Love you, Bru. <3

These words are all I have so I'll write them. So you need them just to get by. -Dance Dance, FOB

ANTICIPATION

Waiting.
Wanting to know.
Not wanting to know.

It all sucks.

Why does waiting have to inflict so much anguish and pain??
Pain: the i-need-to-do-number-2 feeling that NEVER goes away.
Anguish: the anxiety and excitement of finding out.

Anticipation must be some form of suicide.=D Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

Somebody remind me why I want this so damn much.