I'm exactly where you like me, you know.

It's about time we saved ourselves from each other and saved each other from becoming the monsters we individually are. Awoo awoo awoo. I scared. (HAHA)

And I decided to stay home right smack when my parents are letting me get out of the house to have fun(maybe). "O di ka na lalabas? Sige, ako lalabas." Pownyeymaz. But I've figured out an excuse for myself, so as not to feel loser-ish(being home on a Friday night and all). The colds. What a lame alibi. Don't care. Works for me, anyway.

I'll just sing I Am Special--with matching leg hugging and rocking back and forth.

It's so sad. You fall and end up maimed. Oh well....towel.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, CARLO MURCIA! Oh no. 20. Haha. =)

I miss Abandon! (ditto, Bianx)

Kinikilig parin ako. Armi, Bianx and I shared a piece of cake. And we were at Tita Pili's backseat (with Bianx). And she didn't want to give us an autograph because we're "part of the group" and we "work with them". And she asked me what my course was. And she said bye to me. =D

Starstruck much.<3

I'm hyper and the culprit's Mefanamic Acid. I tried to fight the urge to drink a 500 mg capsule of Ponstan but my head was on the verge of exploding and I was about to cry because of the unbearable throbbing, so yeah. Ghastly, ghastly headache. I gave in to the unwanted temptation and swallowed a capsule full of evil chemicals. BOO. WhattheheckamIsaying.

I loved the chocolate cake. We all did. I'm craving for more. Jeezaz! Ice cream and chocolate cake! Lovelovelove.

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Get well soon!!!!!
Huhuhu. =(

I wish I could fly

I know I can save us somehow
You thought you were safe and sound
But you need a hero now.

You gotta believe
Even with broken wings
I'll come to your rescue and you can rescue me.
-The Rescue, American Hi-Fi

=D

I loff the song. I loff you. Yiiii.<3 (And yes, I changed it a bit. HAHA)

Hello, Emotionopolis!

**Raf, check out the title. =D

I'm such a gullible person. And schizophrenic.

I mean, do something somewhat evil to me, explain yourself and say some sort of sorry (of course I'd feel all kinds of feelings in between, good and bad), and everything's fine again. (except in special cases *ehem*Sj*ehem*=p)

I just find it so hard to believe and trust what people say because for some strange reason, people just love lying to me. Why, my friends, why? Oh well. As I said, it's a muddled world. Though you can't please everyone, in a screwed up world like ours, sometimes we do have to conform and try to be like everyone else--naive, bewildered and complicated. Go figure.

This drama drove me crazy the entire day. As in, I watched The Break Up and I cried..as in...cried. I was so caught up, yo! Hahaha.

Thank you, Raf, for introducing me to this place called Emotionopolis. I have this feeling I'm gonna be stuck here for quite some time. Come visit me, friends. Let's partey. HAH.

Let's all die

It's just a ride.

Friday's CW class was happy happy. We were all hyper. Yes, that includes the professor. Haha. And come night time, Sj and I heard mass (oh yes props for us!) then drank with the Sharks. Di ako Shark ah. Epal lang ako palagi. Oh well. I'm officially a guy now. Hahaha. =D

UG's Sportsfest was fun! Mas marami pang casualties sa Agawan Base kaysa sa Volleyball at Basketball! Hahahaha. Love love love it. Sana every month may Sportsfest tapos ang highlight...Agawan Base. =D

You can't please everyone.

Ok change mood. And I don't care if you get to read this. And this is for other people's information, too. Come, enlighten yourselves.

If you don't like me, I won't be a saint and force myself to like you. The thing is, I don't completely not like you (hate is too much). I just find your way of keeping things to yourself and ranting out rather wrong. I admit I take much of his time. But seldom did I ask him to do those. Marunong akong tumanggi. Marunong akong mahiya. Maraming beses na akong tumanggi at nagpilit siya. Yun lang. Kung nasosobrahan ka, what we're doing now is for you. If it isn't enough, let us know. If you want to ramble something about me, stop doing it subtly. You can say "Vicka I hate your stinking guts. You make me vomit. You're scum between my toes. Love, *toot*" and I'd thank you. There isn't a single feeling available right now to sum up what the fuck I'm feeling because I'm hurt, angry and confused. I'm hungfused. Shit.

Wala akong ginagawa sayo. Itanong mo pa sa mga kaibigan ko kung ilang beses na ko nahirapan at naiyak dahil sayo. Di ako makikipag-plastican sayo. I've learned my lesson. Maybe it's about time you learned yours.

Siguro mamayang gabi magrarant pa ko. Sobrang taken aback pa ko ng mga nabasa ko, I might as well go on with my shit-filled day. Of all the people.

My dear, what you see is what you get. What goes around, comes around. It's the science of muddled life.

So, let's all die. So much for peace on earth. BLAH!