May album na ang UDD!!

I wasn't supposed to post anything after the last one until Sunday, but this is gooooooooooood...

Love iiiiiiiiit!! I'm happy for them. Very happy. Click on the image to make it bigger. Palakpak. =) I miss ABANDON.

Speaking of Abandon, Abandon 2 is coming soon. WATCH ABANDON 2!! Andun ako. Pati....sila. Yiiii. =))

Ok. Back to my pseudo nerd mode. Fuck Math. No, not Stats. Well, not yet. Fuck Math and Humanities. Punyemas ang haba niya.

You live, you learn.

Nostalgia is a bittersweet longing for things or events of the past. It's one of those feelings that makes you feel annoyed but at the same time, you feel pretty good about it. Weird, weird feeling. Sadly, when you're nostalgic about some failure in the past, you'd most probably not want to reminisce at all.

ACET results are out, friends. Wala lang. Yun lang. Congratulations to those who passed. I'm happy for you.=) But I'm still disappointed at myself. Bitter, still bitter. Oh well. Life must go on. =)

And so, this week will be spent studying for the Prelims and...that darned exam. Kung hell week lang dahil sa prelims, ok lang sana. Pero yung exam na yan........

I'm so scared of failure. But alas, failure isn't a tad bit scared of me. I now have a personalized and self-proclaimed hell week.

Hello, hell week. Let's get it on. =)

My 3rd first day of classes this SY

Today, I decided to worship the counter inside Moro(gym) in my uniform. Don't ask. My knees and my hands are proof to my insane attempt to come up with a new religion.

What a landing. Embarrassing. Red was the color of the moment.

On the brighter side, JANUARY 20 will be the day I get to watch the band who instilled in us different ways to get down and move in all around, told everybody to rock 'yer bodeh, and taught me what made me larger than life. =)

But first, January 15.

On the darker side, I tripped. Actually, I fell. Nakakahiya talaga. =))

Beached

Trust me, it's paradise.

This is where the hungry comes to feed
For mine is a generation that circles the globe
in search of something we haven't tried before
so never refuse an invitation
never resist the unfamiliar
never fail to be polite
and never outstay your welcome

just keep your mind open and
suck in the experience
and if it hurts, you know what... it's probably worth it.

you hope, and you dream
but you never believe that something is gonna happen to you
not like it does in the movies
and when it actually does
you expect it to feel different
more visceral
more real
I was waiting for it to hit me

I still believe in paradise
but now at least I know it's not some place you can look for
cause it's not where you go
it's how you feel for a moment in your life
and if you find that moment
It will last forever.

Christmas Break Entry#7 (edited)

This entry may be a day late, but what the heck.

2005's been one hell of a rollercoaster ride.

I started the year crapped up (oh look, January 2 ngayon.), getting into a relationship followed by failure in the ACET, which was, undoubtedly, my first depression the past year. High school graduation was one for the books because that meant getting into college. What I didn't expect, though, was being able to sing the Alma Mater song again. Oh heck. I won't make a recap of everything that happened this year.

All I know is, 2005's been sweet and fucked up at the same time and although I'm thankful for everything that happened the past year because it made me who I am now, I would sincerely appreciate it if most of it didn't happen again.

I'm very thankful to everyone who helped me and went through shit with me (oh yeah drama!) even though constant stupidity comes along and thus, makes me more stupid. The ride wouldn't have been worthwhile if it weren't for such wonderful people who continue to pull me up when I feel down and raise me higher when I feel like flying. I'd also like to thank all the GINAs and GINOs, for that matter, who made the bumps..bumpy. You, the sudden drops and loops, make the ride live up to its name. All together, we belong to the great circle of life. Yey. =)

2006, please be good to me.

Happy New Year, folks. =)